It's Over...

Yey...lega..owarimashita. But still not lega since it's not about my jikken, (experiment). Last week, while measuring STM..Fujita-san was in the room. Then came in Tatsumi-san. It is normal but it turned out abnormal when suddenly both of them called my name. Erm..something fishy... Fujita-san said something about next week. Nowadays they like to speak to me in Japs..and i was always blurred and can only understand few words. I make my puzzled face. Then he started to speak english. 3rd year students will visit each lab in order to choose their coming final year project so each group must present about about their research..etc..our turn would be next week Monday which is today..Fujita-san want me to give a presentation on that day. His excuse was both of them always wake up late so maybe they will be late for the presentation. He will prepare the slides as well as script. The thing is i have to present in nihonggo...which is difficult to accept. They were like begging and convinced that i can do it. I say i will think about it. On that day he kept asking me and i still gave the same answer. Finally i came to a decision...jeng..jeng...i asked Fujita-san once again how many slides and is it a long one? He said just a short one and he's preparing it now. I am confused, i am part of STM group and i should play a role as well here so at that time..i thought..why not just give it a shot, and i am not a native speaker if i pronounced it not as perfect as they are..i think it is ok. I waited from Tuesday..and on Friday evening few minutes to iftar i receive a ppt slides and a script.

Everybody in room 305 looked at me. At that time there were, Horimoto sensei, Mori-san, fujita-san and Sotome-san. i just gulp and went through..wuwuwu...banyaknyaa...i was a bit shocked. Maybe it s just short for Fujita-san and the rest but for me it was a long one. Dengan kanji yang and long words as well, Fujita-san did wrote hiragana on top of if but still it is difficult for me to read it. On the dot Mori-san and Horimoto sensei ask me to give it a shot? Yes, i am totally shocked, imagine bar je tengok and i have to read it in front of them huhuu...

script from Fujita-san, hiragana plus kanji

dengan berat hati and totally hungry at that time...i opened my mouth and start to read through one by one. Some of the words are very difficult to pronounce and horimoto sensei and fujita-san corrected my pronunciation several times. Horimoto sensei kept looking at her watch and i can feel that she thinks i cant handle this and probably i cant make it. After finished i looked at them Fujita-san gave an encouraging look..sebab dia sangat beria-ria suruh saya present sob sob.. Horimoto seems speechless..she said, "Maybe you can present up to slide 7 and the rest, they will continue..." goshh..relieve sket, but still i have to present right? Mori-san looked at me and said "Are you sure? You can say no to them if you dont want to..you have the right." Since Horimoto sensei already said like that, it's hard for me to say no...Fujita-san asked me to have another practice once again in front of him until slide number 7. Masa tu tinggal a 2 minutes nak berbuka...nak bagitahu..derang bukan faham..so i acted like going through the papers and ask him to write the meaning of several words..once dah masuk waktu i sip some water and start to practice or the second time..

That night, at home..i start to practice a couple of time..tapi sekejap je because totally tired and sleepy. The next day we went to lab, on the way sempat singgah Johzenji Street Jazz (JSJ) festival. 2 days festival..tengok 2 shows and then went to lab (sempat lagi tu..hehe). Sampai lab, i think i should rewrite the script with my own way and style and totally in hiragana. It would be easier for me to read through.

my own script...zenbu de hiragana desu

Practice once again and suddenly both of us feels like watching movie.. X Men Zero..balik rumah cook our dish for berbuka..makan2 solat and went to watch movie. The movie was totally awesome and we really enjoyed it..seronok..plus we found a new place, Movix, which is nearer and cheaper since we have a student card. Balik rumah..practice once again and off to bed..tu la, saper suh kuwa kan dah tak practice.huhu..takper2 i will practice very hard on Sunday. The next day..rasa nak pergi lagi JSJ..ok la pergi sekejap and after that tengok Ab and Akmal's baby at hospital. Suddenly changed the plan, Pitt and Iryd invite us to see the baby during iftar..bawa makanan and buka puasa kat sana together2 with Akmal...balik from JSJ we cooked ayam madu gunalah perencah brahim hehe..sempat promote, love take charge in making ayam madu..thank you love while i made donuts with choc topping and decorated it with choc rice..tak sempat nak snap gambar..siap je masak pitt already waited for us..we hurriedly took our bags and the dishes as well and went to see Gen Darwish..yang tersangat la chumel..haven't asked their permission yet, so i wont be uploading any photos of the event. Gen was his name sempena baby ni lahir at Japan..hehe so cute..later that night Pitt have something to do at kaikan and Iryd stays at our house while waiting for him. After settled, Pitt dropped by and borak2 until midnight..totally scared..because langsing tak sentuh script today..but at the same time i am so sleepy and tired. Practice twice and fell asleep...huhu.

This morning woke up..bersiap..pakai baju baru..purple blouse which my love bought for me..harap2 semangatnya lebih and also lebih umphh sebab pakai baju baru which is a gift from my dearest love..kununnya la hehe sampai je lab terus practice, Fujita-san came and wanted to listen once more and then another practice in STM room in front of Satou-san and Ishida-san. While practising the students came..and the first group went in...they were divided into 3 small group and i have to present for 3 times. Masa tu selawat seme benda baca la..huhu..and after first session end, Fujita-san did mention about my presentation and ask the students to give applause for my effort..wah2..terharu la jugak..hehe..and after all has ended..they came to me including Horimoto sensei..they said..bachiri..kanpeki..very good pronounciation and easy to understand. ..I was like..huh? seriously? saje nak amek hati kut as encouragement..because i did tersangkut with few words which are very long for example.."dekirunodewanaidesyouka" "shiborikomenaitamedesu" " syutokudekiruyouna" huhu memang rasa berbelit sikit nak pronounce. they did also asked me how many time i practiced and so on..tatau nak jawab sebab baper kerat je i did manage to practice. Apapun i am relieved it's over..yeayy...alhamdulillah...i think the purple blouse is behind all of this..hehe..yer tak love?

muka lega after present..siap posing dengan script tu..hehe..

next update would be JSJ...