Sunday, September 4, 2011

Irreplaceable...

6 syawal 1432H...

It felt almost same like other days. Never expect anything unusual. During my sleep, I felt shivers... It must came from the strong wind outside. I pulled my blanket and suddenly felt a bit shocked and look at the clock. 3.35 am. Its time for subuh prayer...

After that I snuggled back to bed... I was so sleepy that I didn't realize anything as I lay my head on the pillow...until I felt as if someone was in the house... I heard footsteps coming to the room. I heard soft breathing but I just couldn't turn my head as I was too scared. Is this for real or is it just a dream... I kept asking to myself, I tried to touch my love's arm but I just couldn't, I wanted to whisper to him... To tell him that I'm scared. Tried and tried but I just couldn't until I heard the footstep move away from the room.

Suddenly I heard the phone rang... I am still figuring out whether it was just a dream. It kept ringing for the second time so I reached for the phone and saw my sister's name appeared at the screen. I felt a hard thump at my chest. It's 6.30 am meaning 5.30 am in Malaysia.

"hello" i said in half asleep tone...
"dik.." my sister paused... (dik stands for adik as I am the youngest in the family so does my love that's why we are both super duper manja and stubborn...
"mama nak cakap"
And I heard mama whispered "macam mana nak cakap?" oh no is it about abah? I felt like crying. But then I heard abah's voice "Biar saya cakap" my heart still beating faster, I looked at my love who was still sleeping.
"abah nak bgtahu ayah mi masuk hospital di unit kecemasan"
I told my love and he quickly took his phone. No wonder his brother cannot reached him as the phone was dead... He called twice but failed and he tried to call his sister in law... I put my chin on love's shoulder to hear the conversation. I heard she was crying. And I heard she said "ayah dah tak ada" her voice trembled, I was really shocked to hear about the news. Tears starts to fill my eyes. My father in law doesnt have any serious illness, only last year during ramadhan he had quite a terrible gastric but this year alhamdulillah the fasting month went smooth for him.

My love took it so calm and I cannot figure out what he felt right now. But he seems quieter, thinking about many things I supposed. Both of us have a deadline to submit our papers. My sensei is waiting within this week but we have to do what we have to do... Selamatkanlah perjalanan pergi dan balik kami...

Ya Allah tempatkahlah ayahanda kami di kalangan orang beriman... Al- fatihah...
To my love, be strong my dear...

55 comments:

♥ p a a n i ♥ said...

kita yang hidup pasti akan merasai mati..

al-fatihah..
jangan sedih-sedih ye kak.. doa banyak-banyak..

アヌム ちゃん said...

sedihnya k.hanis..baru baca ni..sebab baru keluar updated dekat bloglist..al-fatihah buat arwah..moga di tempatkan dikalangan orang2 beriman..semoga tabah ye k.hanis and hubby..lagi2 hubby akak..mesti sedih sangat..semoga semua berjalan lancar, selamat perjalanan pergi dan pulang..amin..

☆*♥L@dy @yU♥*☆ said...

Al Fatihah & Salam Takziah to both of u
Harga yg perlu di byr bila d perantauan
X smpt nk Tgk wajah org tersyg buat Kali terakhir
Sungguh ai Takut Akan situasi begini
Pls be strong babe
Mi need u right now
Smga roh arwah aman di sana Dan di tempatkan di kalangan org2 yg soleh...amen

me suya said...

innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun.. Kembalinya seorang lagi khalifah di bumi ALLAH kepadaNYa.. Semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Semoga akak and ur love sabar menghadapi dugaan syawal kali ni.. Al fatihah

nur easy said...

innalillah.. al-fatihah & semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan muslimin y soleh

Amie said...

al-fatihah, mudah2an rohnya ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman, banyak2lah bersabar ye dik....

JIJI YU said...

die meneruskan perjalanannya menuju kesana..perjalannya didunia telah tamat..

doakan semoga semuanya berjalan lancar..
alfatihah..
takziah bro..

Asmara said...

Al- fatihah. Moga rohnya di tempatkan dikalangan orang beriman. Amin.. Please take care dear!

miss inna said...

salam takziah!
al-fatihah utk arwah bapa mertua kak hana..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat-Nya..btw,kuatkan semangat yerk...

Aidalela said...

Innalillah..dari DIA kita datang, kepada DIA kita kembali..

Semoga Allah memberi rahmat dan pengampunan kepada rohnya, dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman..Amin

Amirah Adnan said...

takziah kak.. semoga hubby akak tabah.. semoga perjalanan akak selamat.. amin

Chekgu Azrine said...

takziah kepada ur FIL.. semoga rohnya ditempatkan dalam kalangan org beriman.. al-fatihah..

kasihredha said...

Al fatihah buat FIL tuan teri..
ikut merasakan kesedihan itu
harap tuan teri dan suami tabah.

terharu :,(

et said...

salam takziah dr et..semoga semuanyer berjalan lancar n kalian berdua tabah..

Nur Liyana said...

semoga perjalanan akak dan suami selamat....

takziah.... semoga ditempatkan bersama org beriman...

kena kuat!!!!

yatie chomeyl said...

Innalillah. I've been through this kind of situation before this. going home is the best thing to do right now, although u might wouldnt be able to see him for the last time, but u would need the support and love from your family member to go through this difficult phase. other things can wait, family come first.

hubby hanis mulo2 akan raso blur gitu, sbb tu dio senyap kot, dio tgh nk terima kenyataan tp dlm maso yg samo tok cayo dgn gapo yg jadi.

jange biar dio duduk sore2 laye perasaan nanti dio sedih sgt. keno make sure dio mkn sbb for sure dio akan hile selero make these few weeks or months ni.

take care both of u. hugs dr jauh XOXO

Shaofie said...

takziah kak hanis dan husband. Semuga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan orang beriman. InsyaAllah.

Al-Fatihah.

waalllaa! said...

salam kak hanis..takziah.. semoga arwah di tempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman.. semoga tabah mengahadapi segala dugaan dari Allah.. take care ..

mast@work said...

hanis,

be strong.. takziah to both of you.. banyak2 sabar.. sedekahkan al-fatihah untuk arwah..

Lya Colours said...

al-fatihah
salam takziah dari Lya

Sunah Sakura said...

innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiuun... baru tahu dari blog kak anum tadi... takziah untuk akak dan keluarga...

moga almarhum ditempatkan bersama2 hambaNya yang bertaqwa...ameen...

Hanis Azla said...

Inalillah.. Takziah utk hanis and hubby.. tumpang sedih mendengar berita ini.. Semoga roh arwah tenang di sana..

yusmEa said...

innalillah..al fatihah. semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat Nya

Fazlinil Irma said...

salam takziah utk hanis sekeluarga. insyaallah. doa anak yg soleh sentiasa mengiringi dia di sana. banyakkan berdoa dan bacaan al-quran utk dia.

cikwahidaidris said...

takziah ye kak .

Shahir said...

Allahummaghfirlahu warhamhu wa 'aafihi wa'fu 'anhu. Semoga suami akak, akak dan family tabah

LadyzuL ⎝⏠⏝⏠⎠™ said...

al-fatihah...

sbr byk2 ye nis....bgtau kat incek suami kamu sama....

d_LA said...

Daripada Dia kita datang, kepada Dia kita kembali..Al-Fatihah...
Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman..Amin

Papa Mifz said...

alfatihah...semoga roh arwah tergolong dlm org2 beriman...amin...

Kamalia said...

Al Fatihah n takziah buat mi n hanis..semoga arwah ditempatkn dikalangan org2 briman..bersabar ye.:(

amilinhussin said...

alfatihah.. semoga akak dengan husband sabar ye

Iryd and Pitt's little diary said...

Takziah Mi and Hanis..be strong ok..

cik pulau said...

Al-fatihah...
moga roh arwah tenang di sana bersama orang-orang yang beriman dan bertakwa..insyaAllah..

tabahkan hati.

siti kektus said...

mudah-mudahan semuanya ok kak. ;)

CT said...

slamat hari raya aidilfitri ...jom masuk blog akk http://batulesung.blogspot.com

Norhafiza said...

salam takziah dr kakNo ye hanis..semoga hanis dan hubby tabah dan sabar hadapi ujian ni..

alfatihah,,tenang kan hati hubby hanis ye..banyakkan doa..

Rai said...

alfatihah..saya mmg tak pandai nak bagi kata2 semangat..semoga hanis dan suami tabah menghadapi dugaan ni..

Juwita Jamaludin said...

salam hanis.. takziah ye buat keluarga Mi.. moga mi tabah... akak pernah lalui dulu waktu kat UTM.. sesunnguhnya perkara sebegini yang kita takutkan jika jauh dari keluarga

fazilzura said...

dikkk , ahkak baru tau ni ... takziah ye...

jgn sedey2 ye dear... banyakkan sdekah kan doa tuk arwah

senyumSOYA said...

al-fatihah..
semoga arwah ditempat ditempat yang terbaik..nisyaAllah..

kuatkan smngat ya kak

Nieda said...

SAlam TAkziah Hanis dan suami.
Akak baru terbaca dari blog Asmara Life.
Al Fatihah utk ayahanda .

gadisBunga said...

innalillahiwainailahirojiun.....

whitecappuccino said...

Alfatihah buat allahyarham..sedih baca ni :(

mzhany said...

al-fatihah...

semoga semuanya selamat, ameen...

anismelon said...

moga arwah ditempat kan dikalangan org beriman..xpela..meniggal bulan baik..

amirah said...

salam takziah untuk suami hanis dan keluarga..semoga tabah menghadapi kehilangan..semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman..

aimie amalina said...

inalillah..
moge akak dan suami tabah ye
hayoooo
sayu sy dgr kak...

fadhilah said...

takziah k hanis dan termimi. semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama org beriman. amiin...

dhiera said...

takziah buat kamu sekeluarga~ semoga sentiasa tabah ye..

take a good care~

Ct Arina said...

takziah & alfatihah utk arwah ayah mertua kak hanis. semoga kak hanis n cinta tabah k..

Zainur said...

takziah buat Hanis dan suami...tak tau nak cakap apa...sedih dan pilu rasa...tambah kita yang duduk jauh dr family ni...hope both of u stay strong...semoga arwah ditempatkan dlm golongan org beriman...ameen...takziah sekali lagi..

z a z a said...

takziah akak dan sekeluarga

Misz-sakura said...

Takziah akak, tabahkan hati ye. Allah sayangkan hambaNya sebab tu dia uji dengan macam2 ujian huhu

MiYOKO SuKi said...

AL-Fatihah...sgt2 sedih....

happyichigo♥ said...

sebak dira bace hanis!
sori dira baru tahu sebab tgh bace ntry2 lama hanis..
semuga hanis n cinta hati hanis tabah...

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