That feeling called love...

Promnesia... sebenarnya nak tulis dejavu, tapi guru bahasa kita (en rauhan) dah tulis di entrynya yang terbaru, nanti dia cakap saya tiru dia pulak..huhu..terpaksa cari thesaurus... reading Yuna's blog (Yuna ke Luna sorry kalau silap).. (dunno whether i should reveal it hear or not) ada part yang dejavu.. totally surprised and i really have a good feeling on Yuna and Haru's journey..so lovey dovey... :)).. apa la yang dejavu sangat.. nothing much its just both of them chemistry and mathematics just like us, but in opposite way... that guy is studying chemistry. How do my love and i met? Pernah story mory in my blog? rasa macam tak pernah... i started working 15th April 2007. Dengan penuh semangat nak kerja nak further study..balik nanti baru carik boyfriend atau pun cari masa blaja..kunun2nya lah.. That was before i met him.. ^_^

I was carrying boxes of books.. 2-3 times turun naik my office and on my 2nd time i saw this guy, wiping his spectacles yang berjerebu (from car air cond to udara biasa, ever experienced that?)... Dia senyum sinis.. i dunno what type of smile was that but the mouth was senget la.. tatau nak ckp mcm mana but i can still remember that smile, tak nak dikatakan new staff sombong bongkak takbur, i smiled and dalam hati (ish tak gentleman langsung tak nak tolong angkat pun, the box was in front of him ok..). At that week jugak i met Kak Izan and Tg Azmina, they were my lunch buddies, on our way to lunch, mereka berborak pasal Mimi (i thought a girl...yerla mimi kan) yang telah membeli kereta baru yang sangat besar gedabak... and one of latest car too ber-registerkan DBB. So i just ignored. Masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. The next week i saw DBB but male driver, suami si mimi agaknya ni... and the time passed by, i met lots of best buddies.. CIK HU bebeh and off we went for INDUKSI in June, at that time it was a must course untuk confirm kerja. Yey confirm kerja boleh further study..that was my aim!!! Masa kursus ni i saw again so called suami mimi, but at that time i already know that mimi is a guy with the name Termimi, coz Huda's room was opposite his room. Seems like i'm one of the single ladys, Huda was engaged already. I was mis match with several people, and one of them was my love. But my love did approach me twice during that course, dia bagi vanilla ice cream, and i did tease him... after the first time i got the ice cream i told him that was the most delicious ice cream ever haha... but vanilla is truly my fav..and the second time was on the last day of induksi, Huda dah excited thought that he would come and ask for a contact number and so on, but he did not asked anything, he just gave the ice cream and said.. nanti contact2 la..i just smile and said ok... dah balik tu kena prepare utk exam induksi, so we were changing notes and tips and tak terkecuali with him too.. we started to email (email umt), lepas tu kena buat assignment pulak and that time he asked for my ym and phone number. At that time sesi temuramah biasa la.., he thought that i was his age or maybe junior, (wow..promnesia-1). That was around early July and mid of July we went for our first dinner and end of July coincidentally my birthday, he asked me out to Kuantan, jauhnya celebrate birhday. He just asked me out and doesn't even remember it was my birthday, and he was the last one to wish that year but now 2 years in a row he was the first one to wish hehe. (ok that was promnesia-2, the month of july, the month of love dust..haha). Masa tu not yet lovey dovey but we did enjoyed going out together, talked to the phone and after that he started to say mushy wushy words..i got scared, my heart really beat faster everytime he said those words, is he really serious? (promnesia-3) but i wanna further my studies can i survive a long distance relationship, without knowing that he planned to get married before he further his study. Time passed by and now we are in Sendai furthering our studies... dunno whether i should tell more about how we end up in Sendai... ada ke org nak baca hehe..

Haru and Yuna, (my other dearies too, you know who you are chacha, linda, anis, etc) you still have a long way to go.. but i know it will passed in just a blink... know the limit as muslims, do take care of the relationship, we would never know what will happen in the future, i used to tell my students, it's normal to be in love and wanting to be loved, no matter who you choose, of course there will be ups and downs in life, but choose the best one who fits the best with which ever condition that u have gone through or will go through. That's why doa is the most important thing, even though you are totally in blissful do doa that the blissful will last forever bersyukur that you have met someone that makes you feel complete, and do doa for everything that will happen will be the best destiny for your life. Not to forget, always minta petunjuk for the right path coz we surely dont know what is ahead of us. We cannot doubt that Allah knows everything and the best. I am reminding myself too... nak ikutkan hati byk lagi nak tulis...jikken desu kara..