It's good to be back...

It felt like sooo long but maybe it was just nearly 2 weeks?? I went through several pain and emotional moment. I am glad that my love was by my side. It was sad..it took me awhile to be at this moment now... it took some strength and i was so sad and unhappy. But think about it i have to accept and maybe one day at a right time it will cross my mind .....no wonder this had happened to me, because Allah has better plan for us and i am grateful for what i have and will keep on praying and hoping for the best in life... maybe it's just not the right time, ... so.. ganbare lab..

it's haru soon (alamak bukan haru n yuna hehe..) spring seems approaching but it is still cold here... i saw on tv last night but i dont understand the kanji of that place, but it is south and opposite tokyo...sakura already blooms yet it snowy and nobody went to hanami (picnic under sakura tree) since it's cold outside and the flowers were covered with snow. goshh...I hope Sendai wont be like that. Really looking forward for hanami soon... so many things to update in the lab...i'll update soon when i have the time....by the way... thanks a lot for the support. I really appreciate it soo much...

Unexpected workout... 10.3.10

nice date huh? My pet sis Fadhilah Hasbullah is so lucky, today is her birthday.... Happy Birthday my dearie, hope u will have a blast celebration and always with Allah's blessing...

Yesterday i went back late because i waited for the snow to stop about 9 plus... when i went to the car.. gosh full of snow and i need to clean it first or else i'll end up sleeping at the lab. Ok then it was a mini workout for me, went back home safely, alhamdulillah..yet the snow still comes down quite heavily, had a light dinner prepared for tomorrow's bento and also a birthday cake for my darling love and off to sleep. It was about 12.30 midnight, i rarely sleep this late and i texted my love saying that i will sleep again after subuh coz i felt really tired and ask my love to ring me when he's going to the hotel's breakfast maybe around 8 am. And he did, i did my showers and everything and off to breakfast...my it was still snowing this morning and until now, i've never seen Sendai snow this much. While preparing breakfast, manage to snap some photo. I really wanted to keep this as a memory, capture the moment right? Here are some of the pictures from inside the house...

never seen a heavy one like this so far...

looks like quite a snow out there and it's still snowing

doesn't look like a nice staircase, at this moment i just thought that it was a bit heavier from last time (the 7th snow which i posted earlier)

Finished breakfast and get dressed, and off to the lab, and my i was so surprised!

whoaa..is this for real? i've never seen thick snow like this in Sendai!, how can i walk in this thick snow... lucky there was traces of footstep of the neighbour i guess, so i just stepped onto it... 

before starting "meredah lautan salju" better snap a pic of the deepness of the snow haha..ayat macam salah je... seems like i'm the only photographer and i cannot be in the picture, just part of my body will do hehe...

i followed the trail but on the last step i slipped and fell, phew, glad i fell on the soft snow so i doesn't feel anything...i can't imagine going back this evening...

my own trail..hmm macam tak nampak je

another part of body picture...boring..move on to another picture...

 the missing staircase..hehe...it was fun and lovely walking while playing on a soft snow, and the snow comes down softly on the face...i enjoyed and treasured that  moment, i felt like lying down, guling2 just like hindustans and enjoy the snowy day but i have works in the lab... but when i see the carrrr....i wanna scream and cry... T___T

should i feel pity for my car which is  frozen and cold or should i fell pity for myself to clean the whole snow, and not just on the car, at the side as well or else i cannot go out and go to school...

i've seen this one..in the freezer...huhu...so the workout started from now...

my so thick and heavy huhu...it's difficult to open the door as well...kind of stuck...

just started and i felt tired, i was wearing down jacket and suddenly i'm sweating...i want my love.. huhu why do i have to do this all by myself during the thickest snow of all...huhu..

 tired..resting for a while...what a hectic workout, feels like i'm at a gym... ...huhu at one time i felt like gave up and go to school with bus instead, but i have to pick up my love today and i need to look up for some stuffs.. 

just finished with the car and yet i still need to clear the snow at the side and front of the car, a really tiring day.. i felt like it was forever, trying to clean and move the car, still stuck and move the snow a little bit more and so on until i manage to go out... at this time the thought of having my love by my side was so strong and how i wish i have the strength of a man which i can clean it all in a dash like little dash in The Incredibles (sempat lagi ingt kartun huhu..)

There are more scenes but i was driving and didn't manage to snap the picture, so all of them are safe in my medula oblongata, (i know i'm wrong but the word is so nice and couldn't resist typing it :P). I hope the flight wont be delayed i wanna see my love so badly, i want my love to return by my side safely... i love you love... so so much...that not a single word could ever describe it....

Yuki?

I thought the juhyo thing was the last snow for this winter season... and suddenly today, it's snowing again and the weather forecast says, tomorrow will be snowy too... hmmm quite surprised. By the way comel kan weather forecast kat bawah tu, i don't understand all i just look at the condition and the temperature.. that's all. :).  The way they write the date it's opposite with our system, theirs are year.month.date. Orang lain dah seronok with suhu suam2 kuku and looking forward for spirng. But that's Sendai...sooo unpredictable at least it's not as cold as Miss Sa's place (btw, Sa we really haven't had a chat since...a long long time aite? take care girl..)

I'm sure tonight ni kena sapu cermin dgn magic broom dulu..baru boleh balik rumah huhuhu..ganbatte to me, usually my love will do it...

kinda cute i think...hehe...

0309...

A must remember date for each year besides our anniversary.... hopefully my love will read this. Just wanna wish Happy Birthday My Love! May all you dreams come true, semoga sentiasa diberkati dan dilindungi oleh-Nya, dipanjangkan umur serta dimurahkan rezeki. Ada lagi..tapi malu...wrote it in a card and will give it along with the pressies... Can't wait for tomorrow...to meet him at Sendai eki and celebrate the belated birthday....i'm counting each seconds...

Menjawab tag Sya...

Happy International Women's Day.. (hrmm betul ke hari ni?)

Sorry for the delay my dear, for sure you will be dissapointed and think this is the lamest screen ever in the whole wide world...hahaha.

Before i upload the picture, I have 2 previous desktop screen. First was just the ordinary windows picture (of course la yang ada gambar macam window tu kan hehe) and after that one of my labmates change the picture to ponyo (japanese anime)... and then i decided to keep it for several days and change it to normal but i just couldn't find the previous one, sangat la buta IT uuhuhu... and then i just choose one of the pictures in the sample folders and tada..

 serba salah dibuatnya, when syiya tagged me (i used to call her this, but seems like everybody call her sya..should i change?)  hehe..malu la.. btw my love did say kenapa letak jugak waktu malaysia..beza sejam je. ntah la...saje nak bagi ada 2 jenis jam hehe..jawapan yang tak boleh diterima langsung... kalau boleh nak pergi at the real place but i don't know where is that place.. macam very calm je kan...

I am missing someone so badly right now...started yesterday evening right after i sent my love at Sendai eki. I did mentioned in previous post that my love will have a conference at Kanazawa. Last night we talked for awhile since the phone bill is not free so "tak boleh nak bergayut seperti zaman bercinta" even though there were so many things to tell and i told my love that i miss him and he said tak sampai sehari dah rindu... haha kelakar je kena cukup sehari ke baru boleh rindu-rinduan? ish lorr... during normal days when my love's around pun i'm missing my love at the lab, apatah lagi when my love's not around. Last night i slept without switching off the light of my bedroom, takut la huuu..Tomorrow is my love's birthday, well i decided to do both: pre birthday and belated birthday. We went to dine out at bbq restaurant last Saturday and yesterday went to look for my love's pressies..i bought 2 pressies..hope my love will like it. I wanted to give the present before my love went to Kanazawa since i always go with my love almost all the time, how can i have the chance to sneak out to buy pressies for my love without him at my side. Or else it wont be a surprise right? Hopefully i managed to update the whole event.

3rd of March was...

Hinamatsuri festival, but i didn't have the chance to go...huhu.. this is the second time i miss the event, because it was held during weekdays which is a little bit difficult to skip lab. It's a doll's festival. A day to pray for a young girl's growth and happiness. There will be a special doll, the parents or grandparents will buy the doll and it will be displayed for the next year and so on sampai la besar lepas tu pass it on to nieces etc... during this day too.. there will be kimono fitting and can take picture in front of the dolls..tang pakai kimono tu sangat tertarik menarik buat saya, but maybe i will have another chance. Really hope for one. I did manage to snap the displayed dolls. It was displayed at the lobby of our kaikan.

 

mini hinamatsuri display at kaikan's lobby. it will be nicer with me in front of it wearing a complete kimono (hanyalah khayalan).

And the celebration for boys i'm not sure about the date but probably around May where sort of fish flag will be displayed.  Ni keluar tajuk sket, my fav drink become more delicious sebab ada free magnet hehe... usually we will drink natchan at drink bar in a restaurant where we can drink as much as we want from coffee, tea, juices to soft drinks. Time keluar makan kat Marumatsu we'll have the chance to drink, or sometimes just bought bottled drink. I was walking at seikyo (coop) and wanted to buy some drinks.. tengok natchan..eh dah lama tak minum sebab rasa macam dah lama tak dine out (p/s: love jum la dine out, dah lama tak makan kat luar)... lepas tu ada free magnet, hmm..apa lagi terus grab.. my love geleng kepala and said natchan berjaya memperdayakan i hehe..what ever it is, it's like a bonus, fav drink with freebies, ada 8 semuanya but i just love these 4, ok enough with that and my next natchan will be during drink bar time hehe....

 

sejak datang sini tak tahu kenapa suka sangat collect magnet especially when i travel and i will buy japan magnet, zao magnet and every single place i'll go i'll try to find a magnet of that place and put if on the fridge it will remind me of all those places i've been with my love... off for lunch and continue my work.. gambarimasu.

Cerita toi...

Fikir banyak kali nak post pasal toi ni hehe..apakah itu toi??? I always use toi instead of toilet. Macam chumel je toi and takde la obvious sangat. Nak pergi toi compared with nak pergi toilet, the worst part kalau sebut jamxxx hehe. Tersangat la obvious destinasi yang dituju. This post is just a comparison from my experiences using public toi back in my country and now in Sendai. It is also my first time i experiencing shower toi and i really love this kind of toi. When i came here, i experienced toi style jepun..huhu sangat tak suka dan kat sini jugak style toi yang hanya ada tisu dan tak ada air. Eee.. tak sukaaa... Tapi tak semua toi, di setiap public toi memang akan ada at least satu shower toi. Lama jugak baru tahu kewujudan toi ni bila tengok simbol berbeza pada setiap pintu toi. Previously in my level dekat lab tak ada this kind of toi, and saya sanggup jalan ke bangunan sebelah to use shower toi. Sekarang dah renovate and ada shower toi (ringkaskan pasa ST la boleh? hehe). My japanese class di kawaushi campus was at an old building. Tengok bangunan dah boleh agak jenis toi yang ada, semestinya toi yang ada tissue je. Bila ada kelas kat situ pastinya empty bottle akan dibawa bersama. Semester break lepas, renovation besar-besaran telah dibuat pada bangunan kawauchi campus. Masa pergi kelas jepun for this semester i was amazed with the new building. Our japanese class will start from 8.50 till 12 pm so nak tak nak memang kena melawat toi. Agak curious dgn toi baru... bila masuk adushh kachiwanyaa....

 

see the first picture, usually ST comes with attachment at the side where you can choose (tak snap plak ST model biasa) memang kachiwa bila tengok toi sebegitu rupa, and bila pusing to my left baru la nampak ada something melekat kat dinding tang tu jugak took out my camera and snap. second picture tu, u put your hand if you want a flushing sound... i notice that most japs will use this flushing sound button, ntah la nak bagitahu ada orang kut kat dalam toi, tak pun tak nak bagi dengar bunyi2 yang tak sepatutnya didengari oleh orang lain :P. below that flushing picture, the shower button, what type of shower do you want and the volume of water you needed. this is kewll (for me la yang jakun sket) and flushing button tapi tak sempat nk tekan, once i stand up it flush by itself... wah2 canggih betul and then after that i experienced this kind of ST at Jusco (cawangan yang besar) and also di RnR along the highhway...so convenient.

Dah tak nak merapu dah pasal toi hehe but i'm sure toi tempat u all mesti lagi best and convenient....wanna go home..so tired...

Mini Juhyo at Sanjo Machi...

Such a wonderful and fine weather... probably the last snow of this winter season. Last night on our way back to home it was mizore (snow plus rain). I just thought maybe it will be over in a few hours. Woke up this morning for solat subuh, i saw white scenery from the window but it's blurry since the window is covered with droplets of water (hmfph.. betul ke ayat ni? hantam sajalah). Is it snowy outside? I wondered. It's March, i thought winter is going to end soon. Yes it's snowy but not the usual snowy, all the snow were on the trees. It looks beautiful as i really love that part when snow comes down. Like a mini Juhyo that we saw at zao onsen last time. As i said earlier maybe it will be the last snow yet it is truly beautiful and will be memorable of course.

Now it's 3 pm. I don't have labwork today. I must reconsider about another topic and will have discussion with my sensei. When there's no labwork this is totally a peak hour to fight my eyes from closing for a short nap. Nowadays feels tired easily... and sleepy as well... what's happening? Lazy mood? Shooo go away! Let's blogging and enjoy some so called beautiful pictures. Hehe. I just do my usual routine went up stairs (kitchen at 2nd floor huhu) to prepare breakfast. I wiped the window and saw all those trees covered with snow every single branches... totally love it. Then came my love to help, i told him about the beautiful trees. The window get wet again and i wiped it once more and my love opened it. He's also amazed and took the camera to take some pictures. This time i am totally in shocked because "my love" grab the camera and took some pictures. (eh peningnya ayat ni...hehe..). Usually i'm the one who will be over acting to take pictures if i found them interesting...

it's very rare in my place to have such snow on trees and the snow stayed longer than before that we managed to snap lotsa pictures.... there's one time saw it in the morning after breakfast and headed towards campus..the snow already fall to ground huhu... not for this time.. yeayy

close-up, every single branch, big or small covered with yuki... we love it....
everything were nearly white as the sky
walking under snowy trees... ureshiii
same place like like time yet with different scenery.. masa ni ikut aje what my love said, sayang sana cantik, sini pulak..haa situ cantik... hehe...
not much snow on the ground all are on the trees...
shiawase desu...
under the branches...
sugoi ne...
white ,white and white yuki.. White day is coming it's a day celebrated here once a year where boy/guy/man gives present to girl/lady/woman... awesome kan..but of course we won't celebrate it...
nard naddy i tried to be photogenic like you but failed :( bagi free lesson eh hehe...
due to unavailability of the 3rd party photographer, and i really wanna take a picture with my love.. have to do self photo, nasib cam jadi but the background seems a bit blurred... huhu..

A wonderful morning on the 2nd day of March. It was much more beautiful at campus but we don't have time to berposing2..plus everybody will stare at our kejakunan hehe.

Onamae wa?...

It's already March... progress oh progress, results oh results bila nak bombastik ni? so that i can write one article.. huhu...

This entry is about names... i found really weird names. Last time when the 3rd grade students were introduced, 2 names made me kinda of think to myself Chiba-san and Narita-san. Narita airport di Chiba... I have been exposed to more and more names which has the same name with city or prefecture's name., my nihonngo sensei, Fukushima Sensei, i just came back from Fukushima. Kinda funny but that's the fact. Nasib baik back in Malaysia nama-nama bandar/ tempat tidak diguna pakai untuk menamakan seseorang, etc... (maybe in certain cases ada minority/kebetulan yang mungkin terlepas pandang). Of course it will be weird for me but for them that's just normal.

Here's another case. There's one time Fujita-san saw a website and he saw a woman wearing tudung and her face is totally different than me and suddenly called me and said, "Hani-chan, this is you..." and i said "no that's not me"... looking at other female wearing tudung and he mentioned the same thing.... gosh... i can't imagine if he visit Malaysia, habis semua female bertudung dia panggil Hani-chan haha... I heard from one foreigner, when she first came here, all people looks the same and she can't differentiate them. Maybe it's the same case with Fujita-san. When my love and i came here, recognizing poeple's face is not a trouble some for us, but remembering their names.. it really took some time. Opps..gotta blast (Those who can tell from which cartoon this phrase came from are totally superb and cartoon lover like me hehe..) i have to attend the FYP's presentation. Ganbatte Sotome-san, Takanashi-san, Sato-san and Sugawara-san!